Without_u_my_life_is_hopeless

Im losing hope >_<

2006-12-28T06:40:00.000-08:00

Haiz today was my off day n i thought i could rest well but than suddenly get a call from my chef said that fail my diployma exam i was really going to faint lo, n that fucking school of mine set the date of retake on next year june, how the hell we going to know the result coz it going to take 3 mth n im working, how the hell i will hav time to study n work unless im up to it without rest n after work go home n study but that would never happen anyway wat i got to say abt myself is im so disoppinted of myself >_<

THX!!!

2006-12-25T04:07:00.000-08:00

Hey friend so sry abt it coz busy so no time to blog but than i just finish my week of doing buffet section, it was fun n at the same time i overcome my fear of facing customer, hmm this week is my last week in pastry side YES!!! finally but i will be doing midnight shift which is 11pm to 7am meaning u all sleeping n im working haha but hope it quite slcking la coz i still hav not rest enough to prepare myself to go into Dolce Vita which is a Fine Dining resturant but hope that i can do well in Dolce Vita anyway im glad that i didn't go study abt pastry n went to culinary arts n met a very gd chef to be my teacher anyway i wan to thx my chef Edwin n his wife Lindt which teach me alot of things in Hong Kong anyway thx u very much n the last but not list my another chef, chef Moses a very good chef also n Thx to all of u for having the paient to teach me n support me THX U VERY MUCH!!! N also thx to all my friends n i will blog next time once im free bb ^_^

I hav over come my fear

2006-12-20T09:17:00.001-08:00

After doing the buffet section is also facing customer, i hav found that auctlly facing customer is not really that scary n after serving a customer im so happy coz i get the customer wat they wan, anyway is nice to work at that station anyway i this fri off just nice it was my birthday haha maybe should find some friend to celebrate coz after all i miss all my friend but the sad thing is im still single can't really celebrate wif the person i love at all n is not exist after all haiz >_<

Wat did i do wrong???

2006-12-16T09:02:00.000-08:00

Today when lunch time i was going wif few of my chef but than i suddenly saw my friend n i go sit wif him rather than sitting wif my other chef coz i wan to know how my friend is than all of my chef is like showing me a cold attidue n not happy wif it n i was thinking wat the hell did i do wrong just bec i wan to sit wif my friend is like i so loong never see him anyway when i go back to the kitchen everybody was showing me a cold attidue even don treat me exist in the kitchen at all n don even tell me wat i need to do just bec i didn'y sit wif them anyway i don giv a damn abt it since u all aready blacklisted me just bec i got very limited knowledge of pastry but plz put yourself in other ppl shoe if i will the culinary chef n u r a pastry chef i except u to know alot in culinary how will u feel? plz be more understanding n plz treat me like a human being also dosent mean that im a trainee u can treat me like a dog plz im not ok anyway thx to melissa for helping me up but than i still need to thx alex for being so kind to me n teach me n guide me along anyway that all i got to say will blog next time ^_^

Should i regert ???

2006-12-11T05:36:00.000-08:00

Should i regert coz it like sometime i enjoy wif my work sometime i hate it, is like this two week the two chef who incharge me us not so happy wif me n showing me that is not willing to teach me anything, just 3 words " im fucked up " don think that trainee is fun to bully n keep on treating me like a soccer ball to kick around, im a human i got feeling also so plz consider abt me before u do anything, i haven't even write a damn thing in my ojt book so wat the hell u all still giv me a black face for??? Im not giving a black face n im giving my best in doing pastry so plz be more understanding n u always ask me wat the hell your teacher teach u, like i say im not in pastry im in culinary arts so plz how the fucking hell u wan me to know much abt pastry plz go upgrade yourself by doing some searching on the course n i still hav to see your stupid face for 1 week just bec im under u, plz put yourelf in other ppl shoe if u r studying pastry n im the chef i ask u y the hell u got so little knowledge of culinary arts how will u feel so plz if u wan to fuck me off u better watch up coz i got my limit anyway sry for being so vulgar coz im really piss off n i don hav anyone to chat wif or someone who can lend me a ear anyway i hav to bear wif it >_<

Im Enough Of It

2006-12-07T05:14:00.000-08:00

Ok i got two days since i can't learn anything at all just bec of function or is it bec the chef that is incharge of me, n im diffuct to ans to the head chef coz the book that hotel giv me must fill up one who page for one week n yet i fill up two coloum only wth, how am i going to ans to the head chef is really fuck up lo n the worse thing is i haven't even fill up anything in my school ojt book that the worse part if i can't get 75% i counted fail n i can't get my cert. Can anyone tell me wat to do coz i really don wan to fail haiz >_<

First day of work

2006-12-05T05:35:00.000-08:00

Today was my first day of work, it turn out to be quite bad coz i start in the pastry side first so i was like standing in the kitchen like a kuku head don know wat to do n the chef teach me but they seems not really happy wif me coz i not really get use to it in pastry so is like giving them a little trouble but overall the chef there is nice to me but than the main kitchen cold side seems to look for trouble from me just bec i bring my knife set but it my first day so how the hell will i know, those fucking chef just bec they got some exprence n can look down on ppl, im a trainee so wat i believe that if i can giv my best i will be better than them, anyway hope that tml i can learn more things n will not giv the chef problem ^_^

WORK!!!

2006-12-04T07:04:00.000-08:00

Tml going to start working liao don know wat will happen, just hope that i can cope up like others did anyway wish me luck bb ^_^

SICK!!!

2006-12-01T23:30:00.000-08:00

Ok all thx to that Taka " Stupid Fucking KFC " my mum hav order for me the strooms bugar n it take them half n hr to finish one bloody bugar. foret it that the problem, the problem is they drop the bugar on the floor yet they serve it to me n guess wat happen to me, i was sick for 3 days non stop voimiting, high fever, backacd n dizzy, ok it all thx to that fucking KFC i will never eat their things anymore is so not hygiene, anyway Tue going to start work aready altought still got a little bit dizzy n sick but no choice i hav to go or else it will be bad if i take mc on the first day so wish me luck for the first day of my work =P

Im Back!!!

2006-11-28T20:58:00.000-08:00

Haha finally back from Hong Kong it quite boring for the first two days n last two days coz only my mum n me n nth much to tok abt so quite bored but manage to buy alot of things for myself esp some book that is good n i manage to bought it, n at the last day when i go to the airport to check in is like so damn waste of time n piss me off coz all the checking really so waste of time n so mafun but when reach singapore im so happy sia coz miss singapore so much, gtg now blog next time ^_^

Away

2006-11-20T22:34:00.000-08:00

Today 2am im going to airport to go Hong Kong so if anybody wan to find me, u can e-mail me or tag me in the blog i will get back to u on 28 or 29 Nov thx u very much ^_^

Im fucking hate it!!!

2006-11-20T05:17:00.000-08:00

Im so fucking piss, when my mum just come hm n she just show me a black face, nvm it ok but she just scolded me saying " i ask u to do things n u haven't do the thing i ask u to". Is like wat the hell u ask me to do when u just come hm n did not tell me to do wat, im really fucking piss off n i just qurral wif her until the end she still giv me that stupid line " U better watch out your monuth i tell u " Anyway is just very fucking irratating, i just hope that u can faster earn money n get out of this fucking house to enjoy my life.

Haiz

2006-11-15T04:28:00.000-08:00

Fuck sia, suddenly having sore throat n fever really feel so piss off n sick of it anyway today quite a boring day ba, stay at hm for the whole day than i call my friend to my house to watch vcd, the chucky vcd was so funny even thought he keep on scolding "FUCK" quite a funny horror movie ba, gtg now le blog next time ^_^

To all my Good Friends N Buddy

2006-11-13T07:00:00.000-08:00

Having a friend like u all really make my life more meaningful n u guys really rock my life n thx for being there for me when i needed most even u all can't be there for me u all still will lend me a ear n i really appricate it thx guys !!!

To: Jocelyn
Jerome
D
Firdaus
Huiwen
Rena
N
My
AKLTG
Friends

THX U VERY MUCH
^_^

So sweet!!!

2006-11-13T05:50:00.000-08:00

Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind?

Boy: No

Girl: Do you like me?

Boy: Not really

Girl: Do you want me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you cry if I left?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you live for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you do anything for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Choose--me or ur life

Boy: my life

The girl runs away in shock and pain, and
the boy
runs after her and says...

The reason you never cross my mind
is because you're always on my mind.

The reason why I don't like you
is because I love you.

The reason I don't want you
is because I need you.

The reason I wouldn't cry if you left
is because I would die if you left.

The reason I wouldn't live for you
is because I would die for you.

The reason why I'm not willing to do
anything for
you
is because I would do everything for you.

The reason I chose my life
is because YOU ARE MY LIFE.

I found this in Jocelyn blog de
but i did ask her permmisson
before i copy it coz i found that
this is very sweet so wan to share
Wif my friends ^_^

Learn new things

2006-11-10T08:26:00.000-08:00

Today i learn two new things, one is a new recpie of cooking n the second one is learn a new attidue from Jocelyn anyway xie xie ni for teaching me a new thing, today nth much to tok abt coz nth much happen so just blog tml liao le bb ^_^

YEAH!!!

2006-11-09T09:06:00.000-08:00

Yeah!!! Finally i finish my diployma exam le, anyway the chef got come or never come also make no difference coz he don really care abt it also anyway just now having dinner wif Aunty Poon such a full dinner, first eat japanese food than after that go good wood park to eat dessert, so full sia but very nice than keep chating until 12am than take a taxi hm, still ok la mid night charge end up 16 bucks better than last time i take end up 40 bucks anyway such a nice day to me but now gtg liao le blog tml again bb ^_^

Sian

2006-11-08T03:55:00.000-08:00

Haiz today such a boring holiday all thx to that stupid chef who fall suck at such a time or else i wold hav finish my exam today anyway i finally manage to persude my mum to buy me a new hp le haha yeah!!! OK le gtg liao le blog next time bb ^_^

Tuesday

2006-11-07T01:05:00.000-08:00

Haha today finish my first diployma exam le so diffuct sia, don know wether will pass or not anyway after the exam my chef told me that tml exam pose phone the second diployma exam to thursday, is so fuck up lo just bec the bloody chef sick n my exam was to drag one day late anyway i sign my contract liao le n the hotel ppl is so friendly, haiz so bored tml no school bec of that fucking chef anyway im tired le gtg sleep liao so i will blog again tml tata ^_^

Nervous

2006-11-06T03:48:00.000-08:00

Today is my first time making a blog, thx to Jocelyn who teach me how to make xie xie ni ^_^ anyway tml is my diployma theory exam le so damn nervous got 100 mcq qns, hope i can do well ba but after tml exam going to the hotel to sign my contract for doing my attachment yeah!!!